I am here
Resting under a pile of questions and dreams
Didn’t sleep last night
Somehow sluggishly carried the body to work
Sitting at the desk acting as if working
Meeting people as if they are people
But are they really?
Constantly wondering
Checking the phone in every few seconds
The hard drive within is still empty
After watching so much content
I thought it would be overloaded
There were warning signs though
Because for 1 hour I just scrolled the list of titles I could watch
Started 3 to 4 movies and got out of them in less than 5 minutes
Ultimately, got back to reels
The 30 second content
Most of it is pretty weird actually
Many times while watching I wonder why?
The mind is getting entertained surely
But the soul wants so much more
That’s the time I switch to documentaries
Long and slow form of content
But it’s not enough
While watching the documentary I need to scroll Instagram
Or play some game on my phone
What is lacking within?
I believe it’s a hard question to answer
But I know it
There is so much out there and I want everything
When I travel I prefer looking at the camera instead of the sunset behind
Everybody wants likes and comments
Although, I don’t post the pictures on social media
I just want a proof in my phone that I was there at sunset
Doesn’t matter if I missed the sunset
What is new in a sunset?
Happens everyday
But the location matters
Sunset at Maldives is pretty special
So I want to imbibe it in my phone’s memory
My memory needs space for the content I watch
It would crash I fear if not kept empty
The sunset I know is in my phone
I have a separate folder for every place that I go to
There are some places that I need to go before I die, the internet says
Doesn’t matter how long I stay there
I need pictures for my travel portfolio
It will happen only when I manage my wealth portfolio
Sip, Stock, Real-Estate, mediclaim, insurance, term plan, and what not
I will have to let the money work
I will advise my advisor to invest in a particular stock
My intuition says it will blow up
20 days Europe trip confirmed
Even if not
I have a Cedit Card
It is the money I generate
EMI’s are simple and easy
It gives me immense satisfaction
To work and pay taxes and interest
In order to get those sunset pictures
I can transfer them easily to my new phone also
No data lost
All saved for eternity
I wonder though
Why I am stressed all the time?
I have everything figured out
My hunger is torn between Pizza and salads
With every slice I can feel the fats entering my body
Even a little extra and I will have to watch the exercise routines
It’s fun looking at exercises
I am constantly thinking now
The sun had set at my place
I didn’t realize until I opened my drapes
To stare into darkness
I need something now
Something for my mind
So that for a few brief moments
It is freed from the overload
Because I won’t be sleeping tonight
I have to decide what to watch.
