I have heard theories about myself and I believed in them
I am drowning in the pool of lies and I don’t know the way to truth
My words are misconstrued and my emotions are ignored
I am hoping for a ray of light to enlighten my soul
To find out something that is real but is in hiding
I am scared of my thoughts which are often misinterpreted
I am scared of my actions which are wrongly perceived
My real self wants to come out and show its colors
But it is afraid of rejection, of not being valued
Once I get that light I would tear my body and enlighten my soul
I would follow that light and I would let it travel
Over the flowers and to the moon
It will shine with the stars and it will fill me with pride
Forever I will see it shine above and inside myself.